"Totally Lost"

I never thought that I could feel;
The way I'm feeling now.
It's like I have no life inside;
It's been drained from me, somehow.

You're the one that caused this pain;
This loneliness I live.
All because you left me alone;
I gave all I had to give.

I feel so lost, and all alone;
There's no place that I can go.
It hurts so bad, deep inside;
Down to my very soul.

I don't want to live this life;
Feeling the way I do.
Why did I ever fall in love?
And why was it with you?

I'm totally lost, and wander about;
Like I'm in a world of my own.
I guess that's how it's supposed to feel;
When you're rejected and left alone.

I wish this nightmare would end for me;
How can I live, without a heart?
I'm only existing, I'm not living;
Since you tore our lives apart.

©2004 Betty Hawkins
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